up the stairs, straight on the left you have kept me with no time left a shadow here, a ghost that I met that kept me close and held on to my breath now you make time still I make this real everyone comes together eventually hold my hand now breath in, real still everything moves further eventually take me out, put me down spend so long trying to hold some faint remorse, hateful blood it keeps me cold while my outsides are warm now you make time still I make this real everyone comes together eventually hold my hand now breath in, real still everything moves further eventually I knew when you left this house would feel less like a home just a pinch of that, a spoonful of this you guide my hands back right to your hips where they belong in the kitchen (now I watch, you, I watch) a spoonful of this, just a pinch of that you guide my hands back right to your hips

keep me out keep my arms pinned down at my right side hold your knife at my neck line it up I've been waiting for something real so I can finally feel everything the cross you bear, not quite large enough let her stretch her body as you feel and touch sin won't weigh as hard, if it's just from one dig the crux in deep let the blood run out thing that speaks in tongue and cheek reminds us all not to dream like sheep running wild through the fields of time led to the house above reserved for the mild the cross you bear, not quite large enough let her stretch her body as you feel and touch sin won't weigh as hard, if it's just from one dig the crux in deep let the blood run out you shook me just to cradle me and left me with this codependency you cut through nerves and through my bones severed all I've loved and known then never told me why why? God.

amber light breaking through the treeline seeing these headlights pushed by the byline overhead driving past the west side heading back home tonight I won't let them in nights spent at home just feel more in tune with everything I need from you incline just another steep climb rolling back down again it won't do me in made for this I'm giving my all to it a little higher each time always sink or swim nights spent at home just feel more in tune with everything I need from you now, I'm waiting for the call yes, I'm waiting for the call that tells me everything I needed to know was only seconds away

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